Ever since I lost my voice I've been wishing someone could read my thoughts. I know I'm feeling sorry for myself, there are some people who are sicker then me, or who cant talk for real. But while I've been sick for the past 11 days I've had alot of thinking to do while I've laid on the couch. When I was in the car while my mom drove me to the doctor it was unbelievable, the world seemed to have looked more beautiful, bigger even. And when I took a deep breath and breathed in that air, oh it was wonderful. I actually wrote something so that if you could read my thoughts, this is what you'd see.

I lie here alone, in misery. No one can talk to me, because I can't talk back. I miss my voice, and singing, or just running would be nice. To run in the grass in the spring, with my hair down and the wind chasing me, and the world is as it should be. No one would be sick, no one, everyone would be perfectly happy. Just to run in water, to have the ripples tickle me, oh just to laugh! What joy that what bring! I would want to talk, for hours and hours, and never stop! I would laugh till my stomach hurts so much, and feel those tears on my cheeks! I would want my sisters to tickle me like they usually do, but I wouldn't want them to stop, would you? When you are sick, I suppose you don't see all the things you miss. You miss those breezy nights where the crickets sing, or the sleigh rides with there bells ring, you miss nice talks in the kitchen with hot chocolate, and those wonderful days in the snow. But, God is good. He hears you, or umm, and your thoughts. So if your a sicko to, I hope this made you feel better!

Well, that's all for now, love u guys! Please pray that i'll feel better soon.
Love,
Mary